So in 9 days I will find out if our last baby will be Girl or Boy!!!!! I am so excited and can not wait to know! This baby better not give me any trouble earthier,with Isabel she had her legs crossed so tight until freaking 37 weeks! Lilly let us know NO issues Thank you Lillian! and Abe was SO active and hyper after 2 hours of trying we did not find out till 28 weeks I think it was...soooooo This baby best let me see or I will go insane! I am so excited to just know and start calling my baby his or hers name, and not to mention I love being able to see my baby on screen <3
I am 18 weeks and feeling pretty good. (knock on wood) I have been drink boat loads of water and taking it really easy. I am sooooo thankful this is my last pregnancy, do not get me wrong I am VERY grateful I have no issue with getting pregnant and keeping my babies till full term....I feel very blessed but my last being PG with Abram was scary and very painful almost the whole time and this time I feel is going to be the same and I have 4 more months left before I have this one, so it is worrisome. I know everything will be fine but all in all very grateful this is the last time I will be having a baby growing inside me. Plus four is enough or me! :) I can not wait till the 13th, Please say a little prayer my baby will let us know what he or she is!!!!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
16 weeks with baby number 4!
I am 16 weeks and 3 days along in my forth pregnancy,I feel like it is moving right along. I am so much larger and showing so much more than I ever did with the other three, but I guess that is expected when it is your forth child and I did just have a baby a year ago...so I guess it comes with the territory. I am over most of the morning,noon and night sickness, and have moved on to awful headaches and being exhausted. I can not wait till April 13th which seem a lifetime away!!!!!! I really at this point could careless at what we are having, and just want to know...NOW!!! And than August can not come soon enough! hahah I know I am rushing this but I just want to have my last baby now please.
So a little update on the baby and I. I am going to try to keep up with this more, now that I have some alone time at night and am not passing out at 8pm. :)
So a little update on the baby and I. I am going to try to keep up with this more, now that I have some alone time at night and am not passing out at 8pm. :)
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Such a long busy week....
This week has been so so long, Abram turned the big ONE last Saturday, he has a great Birthday and got all the boy toys that me and matt were so excited to be able to buy! (Having two girls we never had reason to buy such manly gifts!)He HATED his cake...lol hated it loved the whole singing and was smiling away but as soon as we sat it in front of him and tried to get him to take a taste he lost it and cried it was so cute. so we took it right away and gave him his stuffed cabbage that he ate and loved within moments! I would have some beautiful pictures to share with you but I effing deleted them all, how nice huh...pretty depressed about it, but once i get some free time I am going to try to retrieve them (Thank you Deb and Diane Nicole!) ALL in all it was a wonderful day with my little manski.
On Monday March 1st right after his first birthday he had to have his hydroseal repair done we have know this day was going to be coming for a good long year but nothing makes it easy knowing your baby is going to be put under and have to have surgery. So Sunday night I gave him a nice long bath, we snuggled in bed together and than at 4:30 we have to wake up and get headed to Portland....we got to the hospital and had our own little room got the little guy ready had to sign those AWFUL papers talking about the possible death of your child..I did not want to sign those at all the thought made me so sick..but I did and than they let me come out back to the operating room and there was his table so big for my tiny son, They asked me to hold his arms and they put the mask on him, It was SO sad he cried with his eyes closed shut for about 15 seconds and then he was out,we laid his tiny body down and I had to leave the room, I started to cry and told him "mama loves you so much roo roo, kissed him about a thousand times and then left. ugh it was HEARTBREAKING. Matt and I waited for seemed like FOREVER in that waiting room, and it was forever what we thought would be and hour long surgery ended up being over three plus hours! one side took only 15 mins, while the other took almost 2hours,had to re-circumsized him, they had to "dissect" his left testicle and than take out lymph nodes and have them tested for cancer, we were so shocked to hear the words cancer come out of the doctors mouth I almost dropped,the cells came back negative and that was a HUGE relief.
It has been almost a week after his operation he is very sore and stiff, he has two large incisions on his groin that look so painful.My poor little guy, but he is strong and a trooper. He is so brave and sweet. My mom and dad have had the girls over night for six day now, course I see them in the day but nights and mornings have been very demanding and Abe wants and needs me most at those times so Thank you mom and dad, the best parents in the world! They live right next door so I go over after abe is all tuck in and read to the girls and tuck them into, They are LOVING it and may never want to come home. haha. But I do miss them like crazy, but it for the best and things will be back to normal in no time.
I am beyond exhausted, I would love to see for 72 hours please!!! On the bright side, I have not thrown up in 4 days!! WOOOO WHOOOOO!!! That is a huge step and making my life easier, in many ways while my little guy needs me so much, but I feel like I have not had a chance to see or just talk to Matt in forever and I am excited for that to change I miss my hubby..who is sound asleep next to me, but we have probably talked about 10 sentences to one another all day, with him working non stop and me dealing with abey and the girls, So lets hope everything turns out good on Abe's follow up on the 10th.
On Monday March 1st right after his first birthday he had to have his hydroseal repair done we have know this day was going to be coming for a good long year but nothing makes it easy knowing your baby is going to be put under and have to have surgery. So Sunday night I gave him a nice long bath, we snuggled in bed together and than at 4:30 we have to wake up and get headed to Portland....we got to the hospital and had our own little room got the little guy ready had to sign those AWFUL papers talking about the possible death of your child..I did not want to sign those at all the thought made me so sick..but I did and than they let me come out back to the operating room and there was his table so big for my tiny son, They asked me to hold his arms and they put the mask on him, It was SO sad he cried with his eyes closed shut for about 15 seconds and then he was out,we laid his tiny body down and I had to leave the room, I started to cry and told him "mama loves you so much roo roo, kissed him about a thousand times and then left. ugh it was HEARTBREAKING. Matt and I waited for seemed like FOREVER in that waiting room, and it was forever what we thought would be and hour long surgery ended up being over three plus hours! one side took only 15 mins, while the other took almost 2hours,had to re-circumsized him, they had to "dissect" his left testicle and than take out lymph nodes and have them tested for cancer, we were so shocked to hear the words cancer come out of the doctors mouth I almost dropped,the cells came back negative and that was a HUGE relief.
It has been almost a week after his operation he is very sore and stiff, he has two large incisions on his groin that look so painful.My poor little guy, but he is strong and a trooper. He is so brave and sweet. My mom and dad have had the girls over night for six day now, course I see them in the day but nights and mornings have been very demanding and Abe wants and needs me most at those times so Thank you mom and dad, the best parents in the world! They live right next door so I go over after abe is all tuck in and read to the girls and tuck them into, They are LOVING it and may never want to come home. haha. But I do miss them like crazy, but it for the best and things will be back to normal in no time.
I am beyond exhausted, I would love to see for 72 hours please!!! On the bright side, I have not thrown up in 4 days!! WOOOO WHOOOOO!!! That is a huge step and making my life easier, in many ways while my little guy needs me so much, but I feel like I have not had a chance to see or just talk to Matt in forever and I am excited for that to change I miss my hubby..who is sound asleep next to me, but we have probably talked about 10 sentences to one another all day, with him working non stop and me dealing with abey and the girls, So lets hope everything turns out good on Abe's follow up on the 10th.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Updates
Matt: He is working non stop, nothing has changed in that area. He is working a really good job right now and the extra money is such an amazing help, and our plan is to pay off every single loan and back bill we have and than let the house hunting start....again! which is exciting and stressful all wrapped into one. His birthday is next week, he is getting a huge tattoo on his back,(That is all he ever talks about getting a damn tattoo so here you goooo baby!)
Myself and my unborn: Well pretty much all I have to talk about is my unborn and those affects nothing to new on myself personally or nothing I feel like sharing. haha. So my unborn babes,I am 10 weeks pregnant, and even tho I had to have a c-section 11 months ago. At that time I never looked up anything on c-section due to that fact that I had two natural deliveries and never in a thousand years did I think that my third child would be 7 days late and over 10 pounds,never ever and when I found out I was going to have to have a c-section I had two days to get all my research in and that is just NOT enough time. So I will be doing lots of research these next months. I will be having more time to get use to it this time but am really worried about coming home to 3 children,and one of them being 17 months old, with a huge gash on my abdomen. But I am so excited to know what I am having and start calling my baby their name and dreaming about what he/she is going to look like.<3
Isabel: Well she is doing wonderful in school she has gotten a report card sent home and a progress report(which is so fun to get!)It is amazing to see her thrive and doing so well, she bring home tons of school works and she gets all 100s and smiley faces on everything, her math skills are so impressive, she is such a smart beautiful young lady! A wonderful sister to Lillian and Abram always running to them and protecting them, she is a great joy.
Lillian: Lillian is also doing SO great in school she has lots of friends and a little boy in her class plays with her hair and always want to hug her cause she is so beautiful! haha adorable. Her letters have gotten so good she can write her name like a pro, and her painting bring tears to my eyes, she is so smart and funny and shy all wrapped into one. She is getting so much better about Abey being a part of the family and watches over and take care on him and anytime he is mad or crying she is the first one to get toys and try to make him all better. It is a wonderful thing to see happen before our eyes. I love my Lilly Lu.
Abram: My little man will be one at the end of this month! I can not believe it..already. This has come far to fast for me. He is still my little needy baby who cry's when I go to the bathroom or up the stairs,oh my needy needy little man! haha He will he having his surgery on March 1st, and I am so scared and happy all in one I am happy this is going to be taken care of and he will have normal testicles and he will not recall any of it! So I know this is for the best, and I of course doing the right thing.
Oh I could go on forever with the update but one of my favorite shows is on and I am sleepy. Good night all!
Myself and my unborn: Well pretty much all I have to talk about is my unborn and those affects nothing to new on myself personally or nothing I feel like sharing. haha. So my unborn babes,I am 10 weeks pregnant, and even tho I had to have a c-section 11 months ago. At that time I never looked up anything on c-section due to that fact that I had two natural deliveries and never in a thousand years did I think that my third child would be 7 days late and over 10 pounds,never ever and when I found out I was going to have to have a c-section I had two days to get all my research in and that is just NOT enough time. So I will be doing lots of research these next months. I will be having more time to get use to it this time but am really worried about coming home to 3 children,and one of them being 17 months old, with a huge gash on my abdomen. But I am so excited to know what I am having and start calling my baby their name and dreaming about what he/she is going to look like.<3
Isabel: Well she is doing wonderful in school she has gotten a report card sent home and a progress report(which is so fun to get!)It is amazing to see her thrive and doing so well, she bring home tons of school works and she gets all 100s and smiley faces on everything, her math skills are so impressive, she is such a smart beautiful young lady! A wonderful sister to Lillian and Abram always running to them and protecting them, she is a great joy.
Lillian: Lillian is also doing SO great in school she has lots of friends and a little boy in her class plays with her hair and always want to hug her cause she is so beautiful! haha adorable. Her letters have gotten so good she can write her name like a pro, and her painting bring tears to my eyes, she is so smart and funny and shy all wrapped into one. She is getting so much better about Abey being a part of the family and watches over and take care on him and anytime he is mad or crying she is the first one to get toys and try to make him all better. It is a wonderful thing to see happen before our eyes. I love my Lilly Lu.
Abram: My little man will be one at the end of this month! I can not believe it..already. This has come far to fast for me. He is still my little needy baby who cry's when I go to the bathroom or up the stairs,oh my needy needy little man! haha He will he having his surgery on March 1st, and I am so scared and happy all in one I am happy this is going to be taken care of and he will have normal testicles and he will not recall any of it! So I know this is for the best, and I of course doing the right thing.
Oh I could go on forever with the update but one of my favorite shows is on and I am sleepy. Good night all!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
1 child? are you joking?
Disclaimer: If I offend you, oh well.
I went to my knee doctor as I was being checked in the women was going over my information she asked if I worked at home depot. (cause someone put it in there the last time I was in.) I told her nope I am a homemaker. Of course after that we start gabbing about children!! So the basics, she has one and I have three, she goes on and on and onnnnn about "how hard one child is." how she does not know know people can stay sane with more than just one child. I was thinking to myself your joking right lady? One child? Easy as pie. I remember having Isabel and it was a breeze people.One car seat, One bag, One trip to do or go anywhere. You can pick up and just go, Life was soooooo simple with one child. and I just do not understand how parents and parents that work all day have such problems with this?
Of course I understand every parent has bad days and yes even with one they can drive you crazy. but before complaining about how hard it is having ONE child, think about who your talking to and if they have more than ONE kid you should most likely cut the complaining. Thanks.
I went to my knee doctor as I was being checked in the women was going over my information she asked if I worked at home depot. (cause someone put it in there the last time I was in.) I told her nope I am a homemaker. Of course after that we start gabbing about children!! So the basics, she has one and I have three, she goes on and on and onnnnn about "how hard one child is." how she does not know know people can stay sane with more than just one child. I was thinking to myself your joking right lady? One child? Easy as pie. I remember having Isabel and it was a breeze people.One car seat, One bag, One trip to do or go anywhere. You can pick up and just go, Life was soooooo simple with one child. and I just do not understand how parents and parents that work all day have such problems with this?
Of course I understand every parent has bad days and yes even with one they can drive you crazy. but before complaining about how hard it is having ONE child, think about who your talking to and if they have more than ONE kid you should most likely cut the complaining. Thanks.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Coping with the sickness.
With the awful morning sickness I have..for the forth time I have come up with some ways that make my life a little better.
Showers! anytime I can get a shower in I do. If I could live in my shower without getting pruned I would, they ALWAYS make me feel better.
The only shampoo I can use without it making me sick. Renpure Organics. I love you so.
and that leads me to Aveeno Body wash, they are the best and have pretty much no sent, and no sent is wonderful to me at this time!
My hoddies. I need them to live. If I am in a store, at another persons house, our need to change my son My face goes right in my hoddie and all I smell is ME! I smell good so this is a HUGE life saver.
MY PILLOWS! I really do not think I need to explain this one, everyone loves having their own pillow. :)
and along with watermelon sour patch kids,homemade chicken broth, The smell of my childrens hair, Abe's baby breath he still has, and clean clothes and sheet, and of course BLEACH. These things make the day to day better for me while I feel like I am dying with this stupid morning sickness.
Showers! anytime I can get a shower in I do. If I could live in my shower without getting pruned I would, they ALWAYS make me feel better.
The only shampoo I can use without it making me sick. Renpure Organics. I love you so.
and that leads me to Aveeno Body wash, they are the best and have pretty much no sent, and no sent is wonderful to me at this time!
My hoddies. I need them to live. If I am in a store, at another persons house, our need to change my son My face goes right in my hoddie and all I smell is ME! I smell good so this is a HUGE life saver.
MY PILLOWS! I really do not think I need to explain this one, everyone loves having their own pillow. :)
and along with watermelon sour patch kids,homemade chicken broth, The smell of my childrens hair, Abe's baby breath he still has, and clean clothes and sheet, and of course BLEACH. These things make the day to day better for me while I feel like I am dying with this stupid morning sickness.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Proud!
So my baby boy Abram is 11 months old, and he is having his first and hopefully LAST surgery of his life on March 1st of this year. I am relived that it will be done and over with and that he will have normal sized testicles and no problems in the future with the hydroseal or with hernias. So anyways HE WALKED TODAY!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!! We did not think he would take his first steps till after his operation, and today after dinner there he goes! hahaha He took about 6-10 steps with those fat, flat,flinstone feet of his and we are so happy and full of pride! Our little man proved everyone wrong who thought he could not take a step, I am so happy for him! He is even sick and he still rocked it! I am so in love with my boy and need to brag! no more walker for you!!!!!!!
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